難解の孤島

An unused bus stop on a hill We gazed at the constellations on the ground together Time passed I showed that scenery to two people They were so happy I was glad It was sad Same scenery Absent person Memories from that time Only I hold them now Can't go back To that summer day Twinkling stars I can still recall them Your angry face Your smiling face I loved them both Beyond the night You, a distant memory Point with your finger With an innocent voice

Hope they find it Everyone's individual dream place But I hate unfairness I really hate clockwork gods If there are any sloppy miracle happy endings, just hand them out to everyone

I won't go I don't want to go Standing alone in the wilderness I'm fine being a boxer New York winters must be cold, so Alone Without paying attention to my surroundings It's much more fitting and suitable for me to just be struggling If I keep saying I'm okay with lies, lies, lies, lies, lies, lies will it eventually become true? Even without faith, if I keep praying, for those around me, with the passage of time, I'll be enshrined as a saint, won't I?

I want to sing a never-ending song. But I probably won't be able to sing again from now on. Because there's no one to sing it for, and no one to listen. So, I won't smile tomorrow.

Ray Bradbury Oh, I wish September would come sooner. I LOVE YOU What does God not like? That place is gone now. I will definitely follow you without leaving your side. The birthday I wrote in my planner. I'm digging a hole. One more time, one more time. Wearing unfamiliar clothes. We need a radio. Someone is still in love even now. A bouquet for Algernon. I don't need funeral flowers. Baby's breath. Forget-me-nots. When you throw something away, throw it as far as possible. My hell is already

Why am I here? Why am I still here? Causing trouble for someone Not being needed by anyone And yet, Still, Without the courage to disappear Afraid of disappearing With nothing With nothing left now Even so, Why am I still here? Even though the people who needed me have all gone I'm sorry With a normal face Pretending to be normal Even though I don't have a heart Even though I don't understand hearts I'm sorry

Waking up It was dazzling And sad Normally What was I trying to do I'm sorry Thank you I'm sorry

A magical time where the age gap decreased by one. I worked hard on various things yesterday. I went out shopping. I bought my favorite bread. I also had some sweet snacks. I did my usual posting. I played that game too. I listened to my favorite songs. But I'm sorry. The delicious bread doesn't taste like anything. I couldn't finish the Japanese sweets and left them. My daily game tasks are half-done. I can't hum along even when listening to music. I've already surpassed the age I was back then. How much further apart will we become? Hey. Hey. I'm here. I've been here all along. Not yet? I'm waiting. Until that time...

No way No way No no way I don't want to dream today Happy dreams Sad dreams too I don't want to dream today

The flower meaning of blue forget-me-nots is 'True Love' The flower meaning of white forget-me-nots is 'Do not forget me' They seem similar, but it's different from 'Remember me' 'Not forgetting' and 'remembering' are far apart So then, if I can't even do that, if I can't hope for that, what should I do? Where are you now? Are you looking at me? I promise, I'm still here.