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It rained from last night, so the weather's bad this morning too 🌧️ I guess it's going to be like this all day…😮💨 ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ The gloomy sky, weather, and atmosphere are making me incredibly depressed, and my mental state has been shot since this morning. It's just…(￣д￣lll)…terrible. I always live amidst swirling anxiety and fear, so even small things can easily shake me, and sometimes I just break down 💧 With this kind of weather today, it might be hard to recover, but I have to push through somehow💦 As long as I'm alive in this body, escaping anxiety and fear is impossible, so I just have to work hard to overcome it so that my mind and body… and my current situation… can get even a little better. I have no choice but to aim and move forward, hoping that by the time my next birthday comes around, my mental, physical, and life circumstances will be better than they are now. …That being said, right now I feel like I'm being crushed by anxiety and fear, and I can't stand it anymoreeee…(つд；*)💔 So painfulyyy…