Worn Out

A series of unexpected events today has left me feeling more drained than I anticipated😨 It felt like a killer pass suddenly came flying out of nowhere, completely outside my defensive range. And you know, because I'm a part-timer, I guess I don't have the authority, so I can only convey my opinion as a specialist… but ultimately, only the higher-ups discuss things. So, I ended up leaving work without knowing the conclusion, and it'll be tomorrow. Also, people often say things like 'it's because you're busy' or 'for that reason,' but when we try to handle it, they say it's overstepping boundaries or that it's not gray but black because it's outside our job duties… I get that, but when I ask the person in charge, they either say they're 'too busy' or 'can't handle it,' or they respond with an intimidating 'So what?' It's this mysterious, unreasonable dilemma. What am I supposed to do?? It's a frustrating situation. On top of that, some items are missing, so it was a day without a proper break. I feel completely exhausted, both mentally and physically. I don't want to go tomorrow…💔