Something Like a ■

This happened recently. I attended a wake and a funeral. To be honest, I'm not a fan of funerals, or rather, wakes. A wake usually takes place around 4 PM for about 1-2 hours the day after the person passes away. But I'm not just uncomfortable with that time, I'm actually scared of it. When I'm near the deceased around that time, I get chills and goosebumps. No one else seems to experience this, only me. So, during that time, I usually avoid touching the deceased or getting too close. That day, I was alone in the room during that specific time. Thinking 'This is unpleasant,' I was in the wake room. After a while, I heard a 'knock knock' at the door. I thought it might be someone from the funeral home, and as I was about to open it, I heard 'knock knock' again. Without being able to say anything, the knocking continued. Just as I was about to say 'I'm coming out,' there was a loud 'BANG BANG!' on the door. Feeling something was wrong, I didn't open it. Still, the door kept getting hit with 'BANG BANG!' 'BANG BANG!'. I got scared and, for the first time, ran to the side of the deceased, which I usually avoid. But that day, something unbelievable happened: I didn't get goosebumps, nor did I feel chills. I was surprised, but I figured it was better than being scared, so I endured the fear there→