Started a Java modpack recently, and it's super hard

You can find it by searching for GTNH. They say it takes about 8000 hours to reach the end content... A modpack that seems like a tech modpack, but tech isn't the only problem! A modpack where eating only one type of food makes you sick of it, so your hunger bar doesn't fill! A modpack where you need to balance 5 types of nutrients to increase your health! A modpack where you get hungry quickly from running around and starve to death! A modpack with elite mobs that can be buffed and come with tons of modifiers like mini-bosses! A modpack where using the wrong tool to kill mobs has a chance to make them explode! A modpack where your hard-built machines explode in a chain reaction if they get rained on! There are many other 'pleasant surprises' too. Play it right now.