Adulthood

Tears shed at the end of a grueling day Where am I headed? I thought I'd hurt enough But it seems there's still a long way to go Like I'm alone in this vast world No one tries to see my heart, no one When I close my eyes, the me I see Tells me not to give up, to pause for a moment This deep darkness that seemed like it would never fade Will all disappear if I abandon myself, oh Like a stranger among smiling faces With an expression of having lost everything alone Was I running mindlessly for so long? Now my dreams are too far away Will this long-standing sadness ever cease? Will a warm ray of sunshine ever shine down? I become myself, the stars shine forever I'm dreaming an unending dream That a fool like me can't become myself I only realized that when I opened my eyes, oh, oh I become myself, the stars shine forever I'm dreaming an unending dream That a fool like me can't become myself I only realized that when I opened my eyes On some day, at some time, in some place Will my small world smile back at me?