I want to do a lot of things, but I've also bought a lot. How do I get a sense of what to do first?

Ah.. then when you have free time (when you have nothing else to do), try looking into things you want to do, even just a little bit.. Instead of starting with something too grand? it might be better to think of it as a hobby. Actually, I'm doing the same thing lately and trying to fix it.. Or maybe just the order? of things, hmm.. don't organize it too detailedly, just organize it somewhat simply.

I'm also worried about your concerns. Isn't having a lot of ambition proof that you're passionate? Instead of trying to do everything at once, how about picking just one thing today?

Don't you think rushing too much might have negative effects, since you still have infinite time for what you want to do? If you start comparing yourself to others, thinking 'So-and-so has this certification...', you might end up pursuing the opposite of what you truly want. It might be worth considering this. Instead of trying to do everything at once, how about achieving one goal and then moving on to the next? If you try to do too much at once, you might not even do one thing properly, get overloaded, and end up giving up on everything. Right now, I'm determined to focus on exercising and am working hard on that. Cheer up, I'm rooting for you!