Work Stress

Ugh, I can't even leave work early, and it feels like people expect so much from those who cover for me. It's something I'd gladly do myself, but apparently, others don't feel the same. Ugh, my body feels terrible, but I'm forcing myself through the crowded commute to work, and even small things are making me annoyed, angry, and filled with a sense of futility. It sucks. Also, when starting something new, shouldn't they just explain it thoroughly? They won't tell me anything until I ask ㅋㅋ Chagall. Is this why people get so heated working at a company? They pay you peanuts but want the world. What is this? I just feel like a social misfit and don't want to work. I'm not suicidal, but ugh. Should I get career counseling... ㅋㅋ I have zero motivation for anything. I know I need to find my own path, but I'm just living without doing it ㅋ