Socializing is so hard

Ever since I was young, my elders told me to manage my relationships well (but it's really exhausting~) Anyway, it doesn't matter much to me as I'm still a student (probably...) I really can't understand the thought process of normal people... Late at night, netizens always say that variety shows are fun to watch (because they're real...) I thought it made sense... So, the simple me ended up living my life like a variety show for no reason. As a result, I don't know why, but they all got triggered!!? Wait, didn't you say it was real!?? You..... is that all.. I really don't understand how people can present two completely different attitudes in electronic devices (schizophrenia???) I really want to confront them in person, but as soon as I think about how someone will get triggered again, then call their parents, get disciplinary action, community service... a bunch of time-wasting problems, I give up. I'm out. If I don't want to talk about it, can't I just avoid it? ------- In short, I'm sarcastic because I treat life as a variety show, And I'm unsociable because there are always a few biological AIs in every small group. XX, do you know how tiring it is to think? XX, those few words you said unconsciously made me think I did something wrong again XXX. Anyway, I only talk about these trivial matters on my alt account (because no one knows who I am) An infj's defense against stereotypes