The Feeling of Surgery

Even though this is my second surgery, the feeling this time is so different compared to the last one. Last time, I fell asleep just a few seconds after the anesthesia, and waking up was also faster. But this time, it took about a minute for the anesthesia to kick in, and when I woke up, it felt like half a day had passed (and that's not even including the time it took for the anesthesia to fully wear off). Even now during recovery, the surgical site is constantly bleeding (sometimes I even fall asleep from dizziness due to the heavy bleeding).