Despair...

I kept clearing them and was so close to 5000, but this morning it auto-updated without me knowing... and I had to start all over again 😭😭😭😭 (I manually updated the apps below Torima yesterday afternoon) I had a bad feeling that updating would reset it, so I stubbornly played without updating, but why did it suddenly auto-update now? 😭😭😭😭😭 And I thought I had turned off auto-updates, but I forgot to switch it off, and I can't stop regretting it... It took me a really long time to get close to 5000, and even though I almost failed multiple times, I managed to recover and finally got so close to 5000... 0(:3 )～ ('､3_ヽ)_ Having to spend months to reach it again feels incredibly hollow...