Story of getting into a fight with my school over career counseling and ending up in the hospital

Since I'm a high school senior, I had a career counseling session around July. But you won't believe what happened. I was told some truly awful things. When I mentioned the faculty I wanted to go to, they scoffed and said, "It'll probably take you 2-3 years to even get close (lol)", "How are you going to go to college if you can't even come to school? ww", "Your grades aren't improving because you're not attending in-person classes, right?" It was relentless. They recommended faculties I had no interest in, and none of the universities they gave me had the major I wanted. I understand what the school is trying to say. It's true I haven't been attending school, but it's not that I dislike school itself, I just dislike public transportation. That's why I want to live alone in college. I also get wanting to play it safe by lowering the rank of the faculty I aim for. But I've been saying since I enrolled that I want to challenge myself. Right after the meeting, for the following week, I was depressed and couldn't stop crying or eating. I didn't want to sleep, I didn't want to be awake, I didn't want to eat, I didn't want to think. As I mentioned in my previous post, I have a medical condition, so not being able to eat is a serious problem, so I went to three different hospitals. I was on the verge of hospitalization. If you ruin your health before your exams, no matter how much you lower your expectations, you won't be able to take them...