Motivation, Results, Efficiency, and...

For the past few days, these things have been plummeting, and nothing is moving forward at all, lol;;; I think the weather might be a factor, but with various things happening chaotically around me, and matters not going well or as I expected (or rather, as I think they should be), I'm trying to show that we'll hit a reef if we continue like this, but is it not getting across properly? Not being understood... It's other people's business, so I could just leave it, but I feel like I'm getting the ripple effect too. I wanted to be a 'hero of justice,' but I don't actually want to be the person who wanted to *be* justice itself; I just want to 'live quietly like a plant' (preferably without bothering anyone), but..., lol;;;