Annoying

Sure, it's been a while since being unwell became the default! I'm used to being in pain, I guess! But because I was feeling relatively okay for the past few days, it's even more infuriating. This morning, I felt like I had no strength in my body and was experiencing strange contractions and discomfort, and it turned out to be an asthma attack. Even when I'm not having an attack, it feels like embers are constantly smoldering. When an attack happens, it's not bad enough to rush to the hospital, but it gets difficult enough to make moving around painful. With my Ventolin inhaler and deep breaths, it feels like it'll subside if I just stay still, and it actually does, which is the worst part. This asthma, which is subtly~ and long~ly painful, and flares up quite severely every now and then when I least expect it... it's truly Annoying!! I can't even look for a proper job like this. Why is it like this... Just yesterday, I felt so good, even feeling light on my feet despite not being fully well. I haven't forgotten my medication or my inhaler, so why... I feel pathetic and frustrated.