Good night

I had to go to school for the first time in a while today (for a test), but I felt so much anxiety, fear, and even trauma returning that I could barely write anything for one subject. I couldn't even touch the test paper for more than half the time, nor could I take out the answer sheet from the booklet, or even open the booklet. I had my guardian call someone to pick me up. I was told it's okay to only take tests on days I feel up to it, so I won't be taking tomorrow's test, which makes me feel a bit relieved. I'm going to rest my mind and body peacefully. Good job today, everyone🍵 I'll do my best studying tomorrow too!