Pain

Rato often says that the pain from old wounds is a way to reconfirm that you're alive, so it's not entirely unpleasant... I understand that feeling very well. There are four times when I feel the urge to hurt myself: 【Destruction】 and 【Confirmation】, 【Suppression】 and 【Preservation】. Sometimes, as a result, I end up hurting myself unintentionally... Rato is free from the curse of the full moon, but... When will I be free from the curse of 【Sound】? The vibration of windows and doors, loud knocking, shouting, phone calls, the doorbell... When I was working, I could suppress it out of necessity, but when I let my guard down or return to my old self, it still haunts me. It's easier to numb my senses and retreat into my 【shell】, but then even 【important things】 become dulled.