悪魔執事と黒い猫：ストレスを癒やし、メンタルを癒やすゲーム

I'll be doing a 132-pull challenge for Boski's banner starting just after midnight on 10/20 (late night of the 19th). I'll aim to get at least one of each type before hitting pity. It's a battle against gacha luck.

Finally, the last one, Baelian, has arrived!! I've been waiting ❤ It felt so long~(´Д⊂ｸﾞｽﾝ I was a bit worried when Bastin showed up for the night greeting… but it seems like people with some kind of connection do show up after all~♪ I see… maybe it's because he's the butler on the first floor? Now all that's left is for Anniversary's Howles to come, and then it'll be perfect!

Beren is too cute

Reflecting on how I forgot about Lucas last time... So the truth behind that 'sticking out your tongue' gesture was 'I'm not giving them to Master~'! I'm relieved that Ramuri is still Ramuri, as expected ☺ I'll say this a million times, but I love characters who have feelings for the protagonist or heroine... There's a certain kind of nourishment you can only get from seeing them thrive with that as their motivation (?). By the way, I am not the protagonist or the heroine. I'm probably just a mob character standing around, or maybe the auntie watching their relationship unfold 🤭

Rato often says that the pain from old wounds is a way to reconfirm that you're alive, so it's not entirely unpleasant... I understand that feeling very well. There are four times when I feel the urge to hurt myself: 【Destruction】 and 【Confirmation】, 【Suppression】 and 【Preservation】. Sometimes, as a result, I end up hurting myself unintentionally... Rato is free from the curse of the full moon, but... When will I be free from the curse of 【Sound】? The vibration of windows and doors, loud knocking, shouting, phone calls, the doorbell... When I was working, I could suppress it out of necessity, but when I let my guard down or return to my old self, it still haunts me. It's easier to numb my senses and retreat into my 【shell】, but then even 【important things】 become dulled.

Even despair burned out, and from the pure white fluffy ashes I was buried in, Bosuki saved me. In the beginning, when I regained my senses and sensitivity, I was grateful even just to be able to despair, to struggle... I tried to find a normal job, even if the work style was impossible, at least get a new computer, find a job with loose quotas and deadlines, and earn enough for the Akuneko gacha funds... I feel like the me from before and the me now are so far apart, and even the things that are important are becoming like【things that don't exist】. Thanks to that, I've only been able to make the worst returns. Honestly, when so many things happen one after another like this, you lose confidence. 【Can I even manage in this state?】 With every relapse, big or small, I get flashbacks, headaches, dissociation, and become unable to move, and then I'm dragged down by it again. If this continues, someday I won't be able to live, let alone live well...

Everyone gave me a thumbs up…🥲 Thank you😺 I couldn't get by without Akuneko…💘❤️

Finally figured out how to listen to the bondage voice (total beginner lol)) It's longer than I thought, I'm so confused (lol) Is it okay to listen for that long!?!? (≧∇≦) Gotta hurry and listen to the other voices too...!

When I opened Akuneko this morning, Bosuki was wearing a wig. Bosuki with neat bangs is also nice ☺️ By the way, I have a question… This hairstyle can be obtained at card Lv4 of Bosuki's SSR card, but I forgot which card it was… _(:3 ｣∠)_ If anyone knows, please tell me! (※If possible, please include an image!)

Rono came to call me and I snapped back to reality and returned to the palace.. I was so busy I forgot...! With the photoshoot (^_^;)