悪魔執事と黒い猫：ストレスを癒やし、メンタルを癒やすゲーム

I'm at my limit mentally and physically due to a multiple personality manifestation that hasn't appeared in about 10 years. I can barely open Akuneko, but It's the good thing about Akuneko that my fave gives me even a single word like this. My fever hasn't gone down, but I'm somehow alive.

It's almost Boski's birthday... but Right after that nightmare related to PTSD the other day, the windows and doors started rattling due to strong winds in reality, like a double blow... Ever since then, everything feels distant. Both the bad things and the important things... I know I'll definitely regret it when I snap out of it if I dwell on this, but when I try to take action, my [brain🧠] just refuses.

The fourth person to reach level 20 was Lucas. Now, only one more person is left for the mission to get five butlers to level 20. By the way, this is my first time getting a Lucas card.

Just like the title says, they were a bad adult lol And their looks and voice are consistently good

I've been busy with events in other games until this Thursday, so I won't be able to play much 😅🥲 I plan to play Akuneko for a long time starting from the 16th! My 🦾 level has reached 25, so I'm aiming for 30 next.

Bastion and Teddy are so alike, it makes me smile every time I see them 😇 lol

Finally got them all... I kept pulling because only Miyaji, the night-limited white vampire, wouldn't show up! Now I've finally completed both night-limited gachas! But I wonder if they'll release a day-limited doll gacha someday...?

There's a Lucas photoshoot today~ Don't forget, it's until tomorrow.

Sorry for being so inadequate. I'm on long-term medical leave, so I can't even do remote work, which means every day is a 'day off' for me 😭 I've been resting a lot, thanks to that. Though my mind isn't at peace 😅 I'm not busy with anything... I get exhausted just moving around a little. At my July check-up, they said I had improved significantly compared to around May, but this month, they said my breathing sounds aren't great again. Even though I didn't feel particularly unwell that day. It's a beautiful, sunny day today, but maybe because of the lingering effects of the nightmares from a few days ago and last night, I'm feeling restless and can't calm down, and it's become difficult again. Just when I was starting to feel better, with this condition, there's no way I can do remote work properly. I'm grateful to Bosuki for meeting me and pulling me back... But how long will this situation last? And how long will they keep chasing me? The afterimages of the past. Didn't they burn out and disappear with me during the time when even despair had burned out? Why are you still here? Why are you showing yourself again now? 😮💨

I dozed off in the evening and had a terrible dream... a dream related to PTSD. Someone was yelling and banging on the door with incredible force. It wasn't the perpetrator banging, though... Even in a dream, the sound of blows like they'd break the door and the shouting are just too much. I'm still reeling from the impact, and I can feel a small version of myself curled up and trembling deep inside. In times like these, I can't help but think, 'If only Boss-ki were here next to me...' It's understandable, right? 😅