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Bored and sleepy

After listening to my friend's advice last time, I've been adjusting myself and recording my lifestyle habits, spending habits, and debt situation, planning my future step by step. I tell myself that only by taking action will I know how to proceed~

A sense of loss and sadness I can't quite describe, tangled fatigue and oppression. Words linger on my lips, but I can't find anyone to talk to. It's not that I don't want to share my grievances, but rather that even if I did, not everyone would understand. So I've learned to be silent, to process things on my own, to smile in front of others and feel sad late at night. The greatest price of growing up isn't hardship, but hiding all your sorrows deep within your heart.

Dajia Zhenlan Temple Crown Prince Troupe passing the incense burner. This event brought a brief burst of excitement to Waipu. As I passed by, my mood also warmed up...

Weekend leisure time means having an awesome teammate husband who helps take care of the house, letting me fully enjoy a solo dinner~~~ A delicious and abundant meal! By the way... thinly sliced beef belly is definitely better for hot pot; grilling it is too oily!

Today, I summoned the courage to take the first step and ask a high school classmate I haven't contacted in over 20 years about financial management. I asked her how she managed to turn her debt into assets in three years and live the life she wanted. After our conversation, I realized there's so much I can learn and so many new possibilities. It felt like a fire of motivation reignited within me. Although I still have debt to pay off, after evaluating it, it seems less daunting than I imagined. Plus, I can start planning the life I want. I'm so happy and excited for every day to come.

Autumn really makes me sleepy.

It's time to take a long break, get out there, and leave all the unpleasantness and worries behind.

Yesterday I asked you: When are you coming back? You seemed resistant to the question... Later you replied: Are you referring to moving back home? I know you don't want to. You answered: I won't move back, I'm afraid of arguing with Mom. I replied: It would be good to come back and see the family too. You replied: Mm. It's just that I don't know when you'll come home to visit? Some wounds need to be healed by oneself, even if it takes a long time. The only constant is to create your own path and change your own destiny.

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