I'm speechless

Sometimes I'm just speechless. You get yelled at even if you don't play well. The point of playing games is to relax, but getting yelled at makes me so tired. It's even more pitiful if the whole team gangs up on one person. They don't even say what they did wrong, they just keep yelling at me. I'm here to have fun, not to get cursed at. 🙂 I also don't understand the constant mocking of teammates. 🙂 Is it because life isn't going well and they're taking it out on others? What's worse is after the game ends, they go around calling people out and saying things like 'so bad, report them'. I'm just so drained.