My feelings these past few days (Rant)

A few days ago, I checked out those so-called 'star' live streams on Facebook. Lots of people were voice streaming, and the main thing was that I kept running into mostly Chinese guys (probably bots). Most of them wanted me to send gifts (top-up with real money). I get that streamers need to make money, but they can't force me to (spend), right!? Plus, someone took me to another stream, and at first it was okay, but then, as expected, they started asking me to (top-up) again. It was so damn xx (self-censored swear word). And then shortly after, they wanted me to (send gifts) again. I'm just so done… I can just delete all those so-called apps, right!? I told them I was in a difficult situation, yet they still pushed me to do something unreasonable. Besides, they aren't my real boyfriend or husband. Even if they were, I wouldn't spend money on a man. I spend it on myself (pets, family, myself). Unless I've lost my mind, I wouldn't top up for a fleeting feeling with no future. So, my decision to (ignore) them now is the right one. It's their business if others want to spend, and it's my business if I don't want to. Nobody can control me. What was supposed to be stress relief turned into invisible emotional blackmail. I'm not stupid enough not to see these people forcing gifts. If I don't like it, I don't like it, come bite me!