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I was supposed to go for a health checkup today... But I couldn't go because of work, so I have to schedule it myself on another day. I hate this already

I couldn't go today either 😭 If I keep taking days off like this, I'll get fired 😭 What should I do 😭

It was fine this morning... But as it gets closer to this time, I'm starting to feel restless. This happens right when I start getting ready for work. I want to go, but I can't... I'll just stay put until my PRN medication kicks in...

It seems I've gotten used to the medicine, as the anxiety I felt when waking up in the morning has disappeared. I think I can finally go to work now ε-('ᵕ'ꕤ;)ﾎｯ

I've contacted them to say I'm taking a break. Honestly, even contacting them is exhausting. I want to go tomorrow. I really want to go tomorrow.

Anxiety washes over me. I definitely slept well and rested... Should I take another day off today...?

I feel like I've gotten a lot better. My appetite is coming back too, and I can eat a lot more now. Glad I had a place to vent.

I slept soundly until this time. I woke up because of an earthquake midway, but I fell back asleep afterward, so it's all good. I had breakfast properly and took my medicine too.

slowly eats away at your body. Things you could do yesterday become impossible, and you can't eat what you used to... I managed to take a bath today, but I couldn't wash my hair... I only managed to wash my body. I hope I can do it tomorrow...

I'm doing things I can do at home. Just streaming on IRIAM, you know? It's a quiet stream, but it distracts me. That's how I'm keeping my mental health in check.