自語り部屋

Nothing is going right, I can't control myself...

I feel like Playo has been laggy since this morning, how about everyone else??? It won't open if I tap from a notification, and it feels slower than usual when I open the app directly...

The prolonged rain and cloudy weather are affecting my mood. I'm feeling on edge, losing my patience, and constantly overthinking things. It was like that today too. Even when watching TV, I find myself overly sensitive to what the cast says, so I'm trying not to watch it much. It's tough because the feeling of gloominess intensifies.

I uninstalled and reinstalled Gundam Extreme Vs. with the minimum configuration, and now I have a bit more space.

It's been half a day since my morning post, but I've slept and woken up three times since then and I'm here now. My temperature was normal this morning, but when I just checked it, what do you know!! It was '37.4℃'!!😇 With the test presentation next week, is the virus trying to kill me? In February, I got the flu on the day of the final exam presentation, and it was a simultaneous infection of both A and B, so I have memories of multiplying √16 because of the body aches and the make-up exam ✨I wonder what will happen this time!?

My throat's been a little sore since yesterday evening, and today the rain is making my headache and nausea unbearable. I'm also super tired from softball yesterday, so I skipped school because my body feels so sluggish 🥲 Test announcements are next week, so I think I'll rest and sleep today to get my body back in shape.

On my days off, I pretty much spend the whole time fiddling with my smartphone. I'll be watching YouTube and suddenly it's night, and time just flies by. I know I'm terrible at managing my time, but I just can't stop. That's just how I am, I don't really take action.. lol Everyone, please be mindful of your smartphone usage time ( . .)"

I absolutely HATE gossiping!! I really don't understand the psychology of people who gossip. Words are only conveyed when spoken to the person they concern. There's no point in sharing with others instead of the person directly. The person won't change just because you share it with others, because it's not reaching them. So why do they talk to people around them? If you want someone to change something, you should tell them directly. If you don't have the courage to tell them directly, you should keep those negative thoughts to yourself. Sharing gossip with others only makes those around you feel bad. You're actively spreading negativity and unpleasantness to those around you. Doesn't that sound awful? Wouldn't it be better to share something positive? Something good? That would make the people around you happier. It's the same with social media. People who complain. You know the type. I think a little complaining is fine. If you bottle everything up, you'll eventually break. But then they broadcast the complaints of acquaintances, even friends, best friends, to the entire world. Isn't that pretty messed up? I want to ask the gossips this: Why do you gossip?

I have plans tomorrow, but they say it's gonna rain because a typhoon is coming. Noooooo(;´༎ຶ۝༎ຶ`)

My Switch Joy-Con is stuck and won't come off. The slide rail was broken from the start, and I had it replaced by a repair shop with my allowance last year, but it broke again within a month. After that, I was busy with school and didn't touch it. Recently, I've been dying to play Splatoon 3, but I can't because I haven't bought it, and I can't use my Switch either. And now, the Joy-Con is stuck and won't come off. My original Joy-Cons are broken, and genuine ones are too expensive for my allowance, so I bought a third-party one, and that's the one that got stuck. I was actually planning to go to Geo right now to buy Splatoon 3, but this happened, so I can't even play my Switch. It's all over. I had plans to play with my friends... Cried my eyes out in the bathroom