The Old Me...

When I was going through tough and sad times, I never drank alcohol. It was because I felt too miserable if I was sad and drunk on top of that. But nowadays, I want to drink whenever I'm having a hard time. Am I becoming weak for relying on alcohol? When I was young, I had plenty of things to do when I was sad and troubled, even without alcohol. But now that I'm older and aging, drinking is the only thing that comes to mind. However, I will resist today.