Jealous ;)

Honestly, when I play solo, I really want to show off those flashy, skilled plays to my friends. But when I team up with them, I play like an idiot. I think part of it is that I get a bit nervous and scared. Also, I was criticized by some randoms in a 4-player queue on the Taiwan server a long time ago, which might be why I feel more relaxed playing solo than in a group. Naturally, I end up playing better then. And maybe it's also about using voice chat. My phone gets really hot if I don't have a fan on, and if I turn on the mic, I'm afraid my teammates will complain about background noise or something. I have to pay attention to the audio while playing, so I can't really focus. I want to play with my friends, but I'm worried I'll drag them down if I play poorly. I'm really envious of those who can use voice chat without affecting everyone else and play freely. I'm truly envious ಥ‿ಥ