My favorite group came to Taiwan but I can't go see them 😭

Every time my favorite group comes to Taiwan, I either don't have money or can't get tickets 😭 On the day of the concert and for a few days after, I'm scared to open social media apps, because the system knows I love them and always recommends their concert footage to me. Even if I can't be there in person, I always get so moved seeing those concert clips that I feel like crying 😭😭 Especially when they sing the classic songs, I get goosebumps. The last concert I went to was back in 2018 or 19. I used to go to concerts often when I was a student, but now that I'm working, I can't 😭