難解の孤島

If I'm engrossed in something, I won't think, I won't remember, And time will pass. But... It comes back. Things you originally recommended to me, Things you taught me, Things we did together. We talked so much. I get engrossed, Forget everything, And then suddenly, When I take a break, The moments I remember. Why am I doing this? Why am I doing this alone? No matter how well I do, No matter how much fun happens,

Even without doing that, I won't forget. I can't forget. If I could see your reflection in a magic mirror, ………I could probably go meet you, though. I don't want to see a pitch-black magic mirror. I don't want to remember. I can't forget. I don't want to forget. "I'll create a constellation called 'You' all on my own." "Because it's going to break soon." If that were the case… How wonderful it would be…

Happy even when alone Happy even just a little At least peacefully Smile even just a little With a calm heart "In the world, Always, continuously It's always like this." For those who lament Such things, May their hearts, Their sorrows, All disappear. May they decrease even a little. To feel that way... Unable to escape from it, Trapped in it, Having chosen it themselves, Such beings are enough... God, What on earth Is displeasing to you?

If you're alive……… You can do anything………? If you're alive……… I can do anything Because I'm alive……… There are things I can't do "If I had that kind of courage, it would have been better not to have it."

"Cyan Aqua" Earrings Hey, I actually know. Crying after remembering everything, I remembered it all. I can't atone for the mistakes I made. All I can do is continue to live each day, burdened by it, and tormented, receiving the punishment of simply continuing to live.

The path from the station hadn't changed The shrine along the way was still there The building I was looking for was gone Parking lot I stood there, stunned, for a while With an empty feeling, I returned to the station Still feeling empty I arrived at the transfer station where we agreed to meet Past the promised time When I called, you were still asleep In a hurry while you were coming late, the station where I waited with a happy heart That day, you seemed so apologetic, and a little gentler than usual I transferred to the line I always took I vaguely thought about what you must have been thinking while you were on your way to see me Why Why Why I'm sorry

Since that warmth And that kindness Are no longer here Shall we listen to this song? It hurts It's painful I'm lonely It's agonizing I want to cry Before I could say thank you, I couldn't say sorry... Long, long ago When I first met you We were both so shy And couldn't look at each other I don't want to forget Even though I'm about to break too I'll be okay even as a ghost I want to see you one more time God God I won't ask you for anything God God I won't beg you for forgiveness Please Please

They didn't show up 30 minutes Called Still sleeping Waiting A happy time I wish it could have been like this forever Thinking about it at this hour Maybe today's a bust

A kind person introduced me to a song. I looked it up and listened. It was wonderful. The kindness of giving one's own happiness to someone who needs it more. It reminded me of 'The Giving Tree'. There was a time when it was painful to see others happy. Making others happy, though I couldn't go that far, if I could just bring joy to others... it stopped being painful. They taught me another song. I listened to it. It was so wonderful. And then... I couldn't bear this one. I can't watch it till the end. I can't listen to it. Is it hard? Is it painful? Is it lonely? I just couldn't bear it. 『The Green Mile』

Embracing the beloved teachings Where are you now? Are you not sad? Are you not cold? "If you are in tears, lost in loneliness" Someone like me... Name Name, Name... May I call you? I want to call you I cannot call you "No matter how many times I pray, No matter how many times I vow" What are you doing now?