難解の孤島

The sound of fastening the belt. It was a sad sound.

Forever Forever As if time had stopped Just your breathing Just your heartbeat 'My toes are cold,' am I still dreaming? Your gentle voice trembling Back in the dream again Forever Forever

My heart travels across the distant sky I am here Listening to an old song Of a princess from long ago This isn't where I belong I'm caught in that kind of thought If I put it into words, it would be a lie Setting off on a journey to a lonely tomorrow

The gift was earrings A lovely aqua blue My favorite color What did we talk about that day? What did we eat that day? All I remember is The railroad crossing we crossed Your shy smile Where are you now? Are you happy? Are you at peace? At least If you are somewhere I might break soon Won't you come Pick me up?

On Sunday On the sofa All alone Completely solitary Like a fossil Just one more time, Just one more time………

So... Not having to think about unnecessary things... Even if it's not salvation, Still, It helps. But... Having the weekend in between Honestly, Is tough. Countdown

Kind people Casual conversation Usually, the past that chases me Today, it just stands behind me. For how long? When I look back, there's no one there. Nothing is there. But today is peaceful. Sadness, Emptiness, Twisting pain, They are all quiet today. I wish, though I have no right or qualification to wish, and no room to be forgiven, I can't stop remembering. I can't seal it deep inside. I don't wish to forget. At least, let my heart be at peace. I'm sorry.

A Secret Memory No One Knows Climbing mountain path Blue water Spacious park Sat on a bench Morning gazebo In the morning mist On the train I transfer to Black clothes Room of memories No longer here

Algernon was in the well, living without knowing anything. Algernon was in the well, Today came, no different from yesterday. I thought it would always be like this. One day, someone came, Reached out to Algernon, And pulled him out of the well. Algernon's world changed, And he understood everything. He accomplished anything with ease. I thought it would always be like this. Algernon realized, Suddenly one day, he realized. What he could do, what he can do, Was decreasing, slowly, gradually. I thought he would go back, I thought it was something that could be reversed. I was sure it would be like that. The person who took him out of the well, Went somewhere and isn't coming back. Never coming back here again. Algernon can't go back. Like an egg dropped from a wall, He can never go back to how it was. Algernon is not here. Neither outside the well nor inside it. Algernon is no longer here. Behind the bakery no one knows, In a corner of a small garden, A small grave no one knows. With no one to bring flowers...

The lie of common sense called health A get-out-of-jail-free card for absurdity --- It's good when people are happy about my health. It's good when people support my desire to be healthy. However, Is it right to force others to be healthy? Chain of thought / Parallel thinking Not prioritizing only being healthy ↓ Those who don't prioritize it die first, and those who do live longer ↓ Survival of the fittest (Natural selection) ↓ Teela Brown ↓ Ringworld ↓ Larry Niven ...I can't quite recall Larry Niven Don't know // Can't remember // Can't recall /// Unforgettable // Linked and evoked by various events Suicidal ideation