A mix of gratitude and screams

I'm trying to avoid watching the official live broadcast because I'm looking forward to the story. However, I'm subscribed to the official YouTube channel, and I ended up glancing at the thumbnail of the video related to the anniversary event. The title reflects my emotions at that moment. I'm happy to hear news about my favorite character, Aoi!? Very happy. But it's definitely going to be a tearjerker! I was so shocked that the information about 19A became irrelevant, and if I had known about the unison style coming, I would have held off on pulling for the 19A characters!?!? It's my own fault for not getting the information beforehand, so I have no complaints about the gacha, but I'm letting out happy screams there too, and my mood has been all over the place since this morning.