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Is there anyone kind enough to invite me to a Touhou Lost Word party...? I'd be happy if we could play slowly, together, chat, and just enjoy the game. I'm more of an "enjoyer" and my chatting is pretty infrequent (I might be AFK a lot). Even if I get invited, I might decline if I feel like "this isn't for me." I know it's rude, but if I join something I don't fit into, I might end up bothering everyone and neither of us will have fun, so I think it's better to decline... Well, I might end up bothering people in any party I join... But if you really want me to leave, please just say so!!! I'm really sorry for being so selfish!!! If there's anyone truly kind who'd invite me despite all this, I'd really appreciate it!!!