心情

Good evening

Lately, for some reason, I've been feeling irritable for no reason. I'm feeling really down, frustrated, and tired. I feel like I want to lash out. I can't get motivated to do anything. I ask myself what's wrong, but I have no answer... It's so annoying!

I remember being wrongly accused often as a child. My younger sister would frame me. Around 4th or 5th grade, my sister slapped me and called me a 'witchy slut.' I couldn't take it anymore and decided to fight back. My sister got scared, so I reasoned with her. She realized she was wrong and agreed to let me slap her back. As I was about to slap her, my mom saw it and slapped me twice instead... I was also made to kneel and was punished without being asked for any explanation. This incident became a knot in my heart that hasn't untangled to this day. I could only endure it silently. Why, as a parent, did you judge me as being in the wrong without even asking what happened?