Sigh.. feeling a bit tired lately

First off, the Delta ship got banned, and I couldn't get anything from the supernatural gacha either. I'm thinking about whether to play other games. Then there's the drop rate for supernatural and Delta, I can't get anything. For supernatural, I keep failing to pull a double or triple for the ninth item. Since the Delta ship came out, it's either been banned or put in the black room. Relationships are also getting more complicated. I have a girlfriend and a boyfriend, and I'm starting to question if I'm even straight. Anyway, that's all for now.